Friday, June 11, 2010

Action! Cut!

My life has been cuts.
Movies. Films. Sequences. Episodes. And in between all of them there has been firm cuts.
Many of you live your movie. A still going on movie where you are the star. I feel more like some series actress. Like in Friends. Or SATC. Or any other DVD box with episodes. Or maybe more like some thriology, some serie of independent movies like Stieg Larsson or Lord of the rings?

The more episodes you have been through, the more eager you get to explore even more of them. The first episodes were longer, calmer, stable. Now they are short, intense, hyperactive, at a speed of 220. (I actually had my quickest car drive today ever, Göteborg-Stockholm in less than 4hours).

Today I am in the end of an episode, or actually in between. I am in the middle of the cut. I have never managed to actually find myself here. In between. And I feel cut out of reality. I ended my life here, but havent started the new one yet. I cut myself out of my own life. Strange feeling. I feel like I am living in the middle of a huge vakuum. Weird.

Maybe its like when suddenly the World cup games replace your favourite Tuesday-serie one week. And you just have to walk around in emptiness and wondering about the future for another week.

Are you a movie cutter? Please call me. I am definitely interested.

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